Stream of Consciousness

For old times sake:

• I think that you're a smart person if you understand the title of this post...it means that you read James Joyce in high school. And if you read James Joyce then you must be slightly smart b/c that guy was a crazy psycho writer.
• All of that talk about James Joyce is just my personal opinion.
• Maybe you love James Joyce. If you do I have to admit that I think you're a little weird.
• Speaking of weird...i misspell that word every time i write it. I always write "wierd". But then it looks weird. Wierd looks weird.
• Are you confused yet?
• I'm feeling a little more "bah humbug" this year than I ever have before. Trying to figure out why.
• Jane is coming home.
• Jane is coming home.
• Jane is coming home.
• Sorry, can't stop thinking about that one.
• Sometimes I feel like a really un-fun person.
• Is that unfunness just a season, or is that the person that I've become? Sometimes life feels way to heavy.
• Sometimes I don't know how to act like a "normal" person. I've had so much sorrow in my life over the past 3 years--sometimes I don't even know how to respond to things/people/situations.
• I really hate that.
• I could eat guacamole every day of my life.
• Would I turn green if I ate guacamole every day of my life?
• How could we live apart from God's grace?
• My favorite name for God right now is Emmanuel--God WITH us.
• I wonder what it was like when the Holy Spirit overshadowed Mary and she conceived Jesus. Could she feel anything? What was she thinking? Was she afraid?
• I don't remember how much formula to feed a 10 month old.
• I wish I knew when Jane's birthday really was. Kind of cool that the only ones that really know are God and her birthmom. That is something that belongs to her.
• Does Jane's birthmom think about her every day? Did she wait in the shadows to make sure that someone was going to rescue her baby?
• I don't know where to begin in all my packing for Ethiopia.
• Why is Ava the funniest kid ever?
• What would I ever do without Ava?
• I am jealous of Ava's clothes.
• I want to go on a date with my husband.
• I started rereading the Harry Potter series several months ago. I'm on book 5 & a certain beloved someone is about to die. Since I know that that person is about to die, I didn't have the guts to keep reading. The book has been sitting on my night stand for almost a month now.
• I can't begin a new book until I've finished the one I'm on.
• That means that I haven't read in over a month.
• Speaking of...why did that beloved character have to die? Come on J.K.? What's up with that??? Why him??
• I would love to go to lunch with J.K. And that's what I would call her. Or homedog.
• Did I just say that out loud?
• Does it count as saying it out loud if you type it?
• How many bullet points have I typed?
• Is anyone still reading?
• Am I crazy?
• I love hot tamales.
• If I was a candy bar I would be
• Why did I start that sentence? I have no idea what I would be.
• What would you be?
• Have you commented on the last post so you can enter to win the cd? You better hurry!
• God is pursuing Ava. I love that about Him!
• I need a fancy dress for a party.
• Am I as consistent in being the persistent widow in Luke 18?
• Am I making an impact on anyone?
• What will Ava remember most about her childhood?
• Am I ok with that?
• How can my marriage be even better?
• I love soft sheets.
• Wow...that was funny how I wrote about marriage then the next point was about sheets. Frued could analyze that for days.
• Yes, I think it's obvious that I'm a crazy person.
• The.
• End.